May you Rest in Peace Sweet Peewee...

I just popped on to make this picture to put with Peewees burial.

Thank you all so very much for your kind thoughts and comments. Also a huge Thanks for all the emails and E-cards I have received from some of you.

Thank you to Magnus especially whose comment touched me the most, and really made me feel a bit better, if even for a moment. Though I am just as sorry to hear about your loss too.

To be honest, I was not expecting all this support! I honestly thought most people would think I was a bit silly for getting so upset over a death of a cat. (Most people do.)

I know you're all aware that I adore animals and they are my passion, but I don't think I've ever quite explained just how much animals mean to me. To be honest I don't think any words could ever explain.

Peewee especially is much more than just a 'pet' to me.

In fact the exact day that she died, exactly a year ago from then was the day that I had my first miscarriage. And near around that time is when the kittens were born.

I was there for the birth of the kittens and it was such an amazing experience I will never forget.

Peewee was the runt of the litter, and she was unable to feed on her own. So I stayed up for hours on end for the first few weeks, continuing to help her find the teat so she could survive.

So to me she was like the baby that I saved in place of the baby that I lost.

So it has hit pretty me hard to lose her, especially on the exact day I had my first miscarriage one year later.


My second miscarriage was around the time that Oodgie died, and that was the worst day of my life until now.

And of course if you're a regular reader, you will know that Hubby and I have been trying very hard for another baby. But I was recently devastated to have a negative pregnancy test.

So with all of that put together and now this, has made it extremely hard for me to deal with.

But I do Thank you all very much for your support, I just believe it's going to take a little bit longer before I can smile again.

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I'm not playing for a while...

I know I'm suppose to do a post every day of May but fuck it!

My baby girl Peewee was just killed by the neighbours dogs last night (as I just found out right now), and I am extremely devastated! So I'm gonna take some time to grieve over it.

I always thought it would be our own dogs to kill any of our cats because, the cats are always trying to get out the back. But Just when I thought it was all safe, it was somebody elses dogs that killed her in the end.

I'm having an even tougher time with it because last night (the last time I saw her) she came into the house for something to eat, but the others were still outside. I was laying on the couch watching a stupid tv program when I thought "Oh, I should shut the door before she goes out and get the others in." But then the commercial break was over and I was too lazy to go through with it!

If I had of, she would still be alive now, so I can't help but blame myself for it.

I'm just so sad!!! So very sad!! So I don't know when I will be back.

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Oh COME ON!!! Loosen up ffs!!

*GiGGLeS* You have probably guessed by now that I'm the kind of girl that LOVES to GiGGLe and can just about find the humour in anything!

Even others laughter is contagious to me, like when I was in school and my friends would be GiGGLing about nothing, and I just couldn't help but join in!

Although they were able to stop, I never could, especially when the room went silent, and the teacher put me on the spot and asked me what was so funny!

I was always sent outside for my uncontrollable laughter, which I also found hilarious and would laugh about even harder!

But when it comes to things I find that ARE actually funny, not every one can see the funny side!

This YOUTUBE for one!!!

Besides the talking animal youtubes, this youtube is one of my most ever favourites! It has me laughing in tears where I just about almost piss myself every time!!!

The first time I saw it, I was dying to show every one else because it was so damn funny!

But just about everyone I showed it to were like "*screws up face* I don't get it? What is so funny about it?"

OK so it's a little cruel, but I'm not laughing at the fact that these TV show guests have had operation stuff-ups which have made their voices sound funny (which is what it is about), but I'm laughing at the fact that the TV show HOST just can not control himself!!!

Check this youtube out for yourself, and tell me if you can see the funny side to it...

Is it just me? Or is it BLOODY HILARIOUS?!!

For those who don't see the funny side, if it makes you feel any better, this chat show host was fired over this!

*GiGGLeS*

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Todays Post!

Hey it counts!!!

*GiGGLeS*

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Now that's what I call a FLAMIN MUNGRAL!!!

POSTMAN TWAT!!!!

Ok, so not long after Hubby and I moved into our house and we got the Internet, I became addicted to Ebay!! (Another serious addiction of mine!)

It's fantastic actually, I do all my Christmas shopping on there, and I can find exactly what I want in search and can get them for reasonable prices!

Anyways, so I was getting a parcel or two at least once a week, but I was finding some of them to be broken!!!

At the beginning I was often in the pool at the back (The novelty hadn't quite warn off at that stage) so I wasn't able to hear the courier turn up and drop the parcels off!

But then when I got sick of the pool (didn't take long) I was inside the house when I would have a mini freaking heart attack every bloody day at the sound of a huge sudden thump!!!

I would look out the window to see the courier van reversing out of the driveway and my parcel would be laying on a funny angle on our front deck!

Now... I don't know about you guys, but couriers here are suppose to pull up, beep the horn, and allow you the time to come out and collect the parcel!

If its a registered post and requires a signature, then they will wait long enough to make sure no one is home, and then they would write out a slip and put it in your letter box, notifying you to come and collect it from the post office.

If it doesn't require a signature, then they would place it somewhere safe near the door step for you to find when you get home!

Well! This courier had NEVER ONCE beeped the horn, which really pissed me off when I had to sign for a parcel.

There had been many times where I heard his Van pull up quietly and I look at the window and in an instant he has shoved a slip in the letterbox and took off!

He never even bothered to give me warning... he took off before I could even get to the front flippin door ffs!!!

So this would mean that I would have to wait for Hubby to get home and drive me to the freaken post office to pick it up, when it wasn't even bloody necessary!!!!

Some days I even made the effort to avoid it when I was expecting a post, by sitting on the deck and actually waiting for him to rock up!

On days like this he would crankily get out of the car and stomp his feet over to me like it was the end of the friggen world! I would greet him with a smile and a 'G'day how ya goin?' (Good ol Aussie greeting!)

To which he would reply 'Humph!!!' then storm back to his van, slamming his door and speeding away!!!

He's the grumpiest bloke I have ever seen I tell you!!!

So anyways, it was pretty obvious that he HATED his job, and was having a bad day which was fine by me, people have rough days so I wasn't gonna take it personal, and I wasn't about to make any kind of complaint because he was in a fowl mood!

But the loud thumps became louder and louder, and my parcels were becoming more broken and broken!

At first I had to confront some poor sellers on Ebay about it because I thought it was due to poor packaging.

But then after a few more encounters with this cranky bastard I realised that he wasn't getting any friendlier, no matter how hard I tried to make him smile!

So then I decided to spy on him!

Hubby has the car all day so it appeared that no one was home, and I would make it more believable by locking up the house!

So I would sit at the window and wait!

WELL!!!!

I watched the cheeky bugger drive half way up the driveway, wind down his window, and PEG THE FLIPPIN PARCEL FROM HIS WINDOW ONTO THE DECK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

It was like I was watching the parcel in slow motion smash into the wall, bounce onto the deck, bounce a few more times and then land with a thump!!!

So THAT'S what these huge thumps were!!! And no wonder the items were broken!!

This arsehole had even driven off before the damn thing even landed!!!

I couldn't believe my eyes!!!

I got straight on the phone and made a complaint this time, because the next parcel to arrive was a drinking glass which was a gift for my friend, and I knew at this rate it wouldn't stand a chance of survival!!!!

Anyways... I was sooo appalled by this that I even stopped ordering stuff from ebay because I was sick of having to deal with him breaking my stuff!

But only recently, I just ordered something else... and yesterday it arrived!

Well they obviously told this jerk that I complained to him because I was in the middle of my last RAT GiRL Post (Which is out now btw) when I was interupted by this annoying BEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP BEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP BEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP

BEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP

BEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP

And it didn't stop until I ran out!!!

As soon as I ran down the stairs, he got out of his van in a shocking pissed of mood, stormed up to me, shoved the parcel in my face, and rudely said "Happy now???!!!!"

THE FLAMIN MUNGRAL!!!!!

RUUUUUURRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Oh it made me so furious! I just stood there gobsmacked as I watched him slam his door and take off again! God I wish I had the chance to tell him where to shove it ffs!!!

What's worse is our phone as been disconnected (The Internet is fine but we can't make local calls because hubby forgot to pay the bill ffs) So I couldn't even get on the phone to make another complaint!!!

BASTARD!!

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(Just ignore the code - I can't get rid of it ffs)

*GiGGLeS*

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Every bloody day???.... Oh Heck!!!

BLOG EVERYDAY IN MAY!

I promised Aunty Vi that I would give this a go! It's a challenge to do a post for each and every day of May!!!

I hesitated at first because I've been flat out busy with RAT GiRL and haven't had much time to ya know... actually live my life and come up with anything to talk about in THIS blog!!! (RAT GiRL is taking over my life ffs!)

But then.... I had a look at the dates of all my posts and realised that I have manged to post just about every bloody day anyway!!!

(Heck! It's like I do it with out even thinking!!!)

But anyways, this made me realise I'm up for the challenge! It's just a little daunting when you look at it as 'You must blog everyday for a month!' Kind of makes ya freak out a little and wonder if it is actually doable!

But it is!! :-)!!!

So... with that being said, forgive me now for the silly posts that have not alot of meaning yet to come (which I will be posting when I've got nothing else to post about!)

And all the rest of ya feel free to nick this badge for your sidebar and take part in this challenge to! (PLEEEEEEASEEEE I don't wanna dribble shit alone! :-P )

Okies! Well for the risk of using up good material so soon... I'm just gonna leave it at that and count this as my 2nd post of MAY!!! *GiGGLeS*

2 down... 29 to go ffs! *rolls eyes*

On a different note... a couple of things...

Due to a bit of illness (I had another ruptured cyst on my ovary!!!) and because I'll be posting in here everyday... I'm going to be having a little break from RAT GiRL for a wee while!

It's ok... I'm still working on Part Four which will be posted soon... but it will be the end of the season type thing!

Don't cry! She will be back soon enough! (Probably next week knowing me ffs!) :-P

Another thing...

Ages ago Rhea was kind enough to post a voice audio of her really cool accent at my request, and asked in return that I do the same, but I have no microphone!!!

Recently Thinny and Daz also requested that I post an audio of me speaking as RAT GiRL saying "Read my blog you flamin mungrals!!!" (to put with my RAT GiRL badge on my sidebar!

So I did a bit of research and realised that I could actually record my voice on my camera!!! So I've done it.. it's ready to go... but the only problem is I can't frikken work out how to upload the blimmen thing!!!

Thinny was kind enough to try and explain a way, but the way he suggested is to upload MP3's... only prob is... the sound clip is not an MP3, the only program I have is 'Windows Media Player' and I can not for the life of me figure out how the heck to turn it into an MP3!!!

So if anyone else knows... if you can explain that would be flippin fantastic! :-)

And lastly...

For those of you that have word verification on your comments... I've been having a lot of trouble commenting on your blogs, because the word code rarely shows up for me (it comes up a little box and a red 'x'.)

So please bare with me... and know that I AM reading you... I'm just having trouble leaving you a comment! :-)

Ok that is all!

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